Another day that I won't get back,
Another day closer to my death.
Another day of fear.
Another day of sadness.
Another day of happiness.
Another day in which I live in secrecy.
Another day when I miss you.
Another day when I have to hide my feelings from you,
And lie.
I wish I didn't have to,
But if I don't I would be more alone than now.
You wouldn't understand,
You don't know what I have been through,
And still am...