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Sincerely Cynical Tadiris@hotmail.co.uk
February 19

Late....

i just realised that on the 3rd february this year was the first anniversary of this site
 
woo
 
in that time...
 
written over 100 poems, a few are half decent i guess
 
got one GCSE result (B in statistics )
 
corrected some major pieces of work's grammar  because it made the pieces work better
 
and am currently proving mrs jones wrong, i am good at french so ha....
 
aint been writing in this for a few reasons
 
1) been busy
2) more important things to do
3)been a bit down, but hey, nevermind eh?
 
anyway...
 
happy birthday to this site
 
hopefully i can keep it going for a long while, so some people can keep updated with me and my works
 
but moving on,
 
how are people?
 
comment as much as rats scurry and wind blows (no comments on what else blows, please)
 
ciao
 
February 05

My life's work, as of now

Roughly, the chance YOU are born is about 1:infinity, there has never, will never, isn’t anyone like you, be proud of that, you'll be the only one who can be proud of being who you are. Be free, be happy, be you.

 

Have regrets, it helps you make choices in the future, keep the ones who mean the most, by telling them everything,

 

Simply be alive

You can’t come back for round 2, as much as we all would want to. We can’t take money to the grave, nor possessions, we only take the friendships, the choices we made. Make them things to be proud of, for eternity

 

Take your time to watch the trees, the birds, and the life around you. Because who knows, you may miss it one day and regret not spending more time with it

 

Life is as simple as it gets at our age, and every step is another learning curve we must travel

 

Take someone with you; don’t go alone, power in numbers. Unity is the best thing we can have, because you always have a shoulder to lean on.

 

Take time to smile, happiness encourages happiness, its truly infectious and addictive.

 

And a smile, it can warm you up, just like past memories, of innocence, and peace.

 

Never forget them, they are the best feelings you will ever have

 

Don’t hold things back, even if it hurts, because it’s better if the world knows that you hate it, at least its mutual then.

 

We all have the power to change the world, bit by bit, so keep together, one goal, and the world and the rest have to change.

 

We all have a heart, make sure it only dies after you do

Make sure it doesn’t go bitter

 

Maybe you’ll have kids

Maybe you wont

Maybe you’ll live to be 60

Maybe not

Maybe you’ll get the love of your life at 10

Maybe at 50

Maybe 80

 

These are all maybes; you can’t predict what will happen, some say they can, but its all about chance:

 

Que sera, sera

Whatever will be, will be

The future's not ours to see

Que sera, sera

What will be, will be

 

Is it true? We’ll have to wait to see, wont we?

 

Smile; be true, even if that’s all you can do,

Be free, be yourself, that’s all anyone can ask for

 

Never give up, there’s always hope around the corner, you’ll have to make it there to see if it really is though.

 

You can follow the wisdom of others, or you can go and find out yourself. Why just believe, when you can experience?

 

You can be anything, just don’t let go to your dreams, they are all some people have to hold onto

 

We all hear about "potential"; the truth, though, is that we make our fates, we travel to the ends of the world, mental and physical, to find ourselves, and what have I found? I've found that all along, I have been right here, where I always was, fighting the fight, to show others that the way is pure; the way is your way,

 

Your path is your path, walk it, don’t follow others

 

We start at the same point on the path, all of us, and we all end at the same place, it’s just a case of what we are going to see on the way there. Make it take as long as possible. Live to see the destruction of racism. Never going to happen you say? Not with that attitude.

 

Yet again, stand together. It’s our only hope, our last hope

 

And when the day of earth’s destruction arrives, I hope that humanity hears the words of people like me, and work together to be free

 

Back to the point

 

We are human, we make mistakes, others make mistakes that we see, it’s a part of life, and now, I see that, yes about 15years slower than most people, but is that really the point?

 

We always look around us and see faults in things, but we never try to see the good also, if we did we wouldn’t shoot people, or burn fuels

 

Everyone in the world has something to offer others, and something to leave as a legacy, even if its that you cheered up 50 peoples lives just a bit every day, using comments. It’s a chain reaction, those 50 will be happier, and act nicer, and it’ll spread across the world, slowly, you may be forgotten, but your actions will never fade away

 

You will never fade away

 

If you die, you will be missed

In the future almost forgotten, but the ones you affected will take part of you, the part they love, the personality, with them to their grave, and quite possibly pass it on to other people.

 

Who ever we meet, for however short, we always will have a piece of them engraved onto our souls, they will never leave us.

As you are reading this, you are attaching a part of me to yours, and possibly a few of these things will never leave you, you may forget who said them, where you heard them. But a few will make you smile, just a bit, even for a few minutes,

 

If I can make you think, make you smile

Anything

Then my life hasn’t been in vain has it?

Do any of you get where I’m coming from?

Make your stand, be it for equality, lower taxes, whatever, just be proud to show what you believe in. we worked for hundreds of years to get this far, so use what your ancestors worked long and hard for.

Sign the petition to stop the destruction of a building, or to encourage it, as long as you are happy with your choice, stand by it.

 

As I said,

Be you, be what ever you want to be

Police person

Doctor

Writer

Poet

Volunteer

 

But be happy with what you have chosen,

Your life is the flame, but your actions are the smoke, the ash, which never leaves, it just changes form, over time.

 

This may not have cheered you up, sorry, but maybe enlightened, you have your whole life ahead of you, don’t miss any chance there is.
January 10

yet another one,

When the crow flew over the cuckoos nest
At 12.15 to dawn,
They thought it would be for the best,
To leave and avoid the womans scorn.
They would leave;
To save their freedom ,
And sanity.
But did they seriously believe
They could escape in the calm?
You see, in this profanity
Of fleeing,
They forgot,
What they needed most;
Right in the middle of the room.
They all ended up agreeing
That they would be caught
If they went too close.
So faced with doom
And this loss.
They had to leave,
And travel across,
And try not to grieve,
And hope,
Just hope,
They would find their keys.
 
i will do a decent ending another time
December 28

Be You

(msn decided to update at my first try, so again, i lost some of the good stuff, as it DIDNT SAVE, for goodness sake its not hard to save a few words is it?)
 
Firstly
 
Time heals all wounds
 
Yet
 
Absence makes the heart grow fonder
 
Both can't be true
 
 
Now onto my main point
 
This isnt a poem, I'm not sure what it is
 
 

Let me tell you;

That for many things

Time will tell,

But sadly not for all.

There are reasons for the secrets:

To save me from you,

To save you from the truth,

To save the light from the dark,

To save the future.

Time builds up the walls,

Creates lies

And Makes It Harder

To tell

And to remember,

That once,

These Things;

They were not lies,

They were not secrets,

But things we said,

Things we did,

And things we were proud of.

All lost:

Maybe forever,

Maybe for a few days,

To forget

Is to lose more than memories;

It is to lose who you are,

Something small,

Something large.

It may change your fate,

Or not at all...

Maybe you'll become something you always hated;

A teacher,

A policeman.

Maybe something you loved but were afraid to try;

A doctor,

A politition.

These lies benefit us,

These secrets hold us back.

Let the world know

What you have,

Show your cards

Don't put on a face.

Be You,

And Be Happy

For all you have,

Because the secrets,

The lies,

They take that away from you.

Don't hide,

Stand up and be counted;

Be seen,

Be heard,

Be part of the world,

Save it just a bit more everyday.

Wear a face which shows how you are feeling,

Which shows who you are.

Don't let It Happen Again,

Don't let yourself die when you lose something;

Find it,

Find yourself,

Find the truth,

Find me,

And Discover the world,

The real world

 

December 16

Borrowed from someone who borrowed it from someone else

It takes only a minute to get crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone. But it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile. Because it only takes a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Maybe we meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person. We will know how to be grateful for that gift.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love will not provide assurance that they'll love you back. Don’t expect love in return; Just wait for it to grow in their hearts. But if it doesn't, be content. It grew in yours.

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, and enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness are for those who cry, those who have searched, and those who have tried because only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

December 05

Take your time

:( =NO,
:S=kind of,
:)=Yes,
:D=Yes God Yes
!!TAKE YOUR TIME TO READ THIS PLEASE!!
I can:
Clap my hands :)...
Count to 10 :)...
Blink :)...
Laugh... :S...
Smile 50/50...
Think :D...
Make Jokes :D...
Make Good Jokes :S...
Makes Bad Jokes :)...
Can Play MAD WORLD On Piano :)...
Like My Mobile :)...
Love Kiera :D...
Waste Peoples' Time With This Pointless Thing Which I Did At 2.17 In The Morning, When I Was Barely Able To Stay Awake, Due To The Fact I Did The Same The Night Before (Techniqually Morning Before...) Then Got Up At 9am, Woo Go Fatique...:D...
Broke Into Hysterics After Rereading The One Above Due To Fatigue :D...
Thought I Should Try To Clap But Was Worried That Due To Fatigue I'd Miss :)...
Actually Missed :)...
Leave Your Comments On This Section, With Ideas On What To Add To It

November 23

Link

don't click this link... if religous, i seriously mean it
 
I warned you.......
 
just a bit of fun,
 
if you are unhappy about this link, leave your name, and why you dont like it, and i will remove it
 
Ciao
 
 
Always and forever
I am for her
November 22

LOL (YOINK from My Wallflowers site)

This is creepy!

Think of a letter between

A and W.

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Repeat it

out loud as

you scroll down.

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Keep going ............................ . .

Don't stop . . ..

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Think of an

animal

that begins

with that letter.

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Repeat it

out loud

as you

scroll down.

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Think of

either a man's/woman's

name

that

begins

with the

last letter

in the

animals name

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Almost

there........

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Now

count out

the letters

in that name

on the fingers

of the hand

you are not

using to

scroll down.

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Take the

hand you

counted with

and hold it out

in front of you

at face level

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Look at your

palm

very closely

and

notice

the

lines

in

your

hand

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Do the lines

take the

form of the

first letter

in the

persons name?

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 Of course they f****** dont.......

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.Now smack

yourself in the head, get a life,

and

quit playing

stupid

e-mail games!

November 21

.... 2

well i will add something decent soon, i just want to see my stats, thank you
 
 
November 16

......

This is for a certain someone

 

 

You bring me happiness

Joy and so much more.

Before I was aimless

Now I come to you,

You took me and changed me

For the better. I must say

That I don’t want to be

Anything else now

I want to be better

Be more like you

But without the sweater

But with the charm

And the sweetness.

You are there for me

And fill me with completeness.

So to start,

And to end

Thank you

And Never Leave.

 

 

 

Tadiris@hotmail.co.uk

November 11

11th November

Today is Remembrance Day, or Armistice Day, that means another year has past since the end of the "great war" and the second world war. Many millions of men, and women, and children died during these years, on all sides.
 
we must not forget those who have lived through these years, but died recently, they did as much as any other man or woman, they were, in some of their words "lucky".
 
the poppy is a strong symbol of prosperity, it was used as it grew in Flanders Fields, where one of the biggest attacks was staged in WW1, it is also the emblem of 'keeping the faith with all who died.' they had faith in the country they fought for, thats the only reason they died, to ensure the future of their country, and untimately us.
 
In Flanders Fields
John McCrae
 
In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.
We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved, and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders Fields.
Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders Fields.
 
a very relevant poem for today.
 
Well just a short post, just to remember, if you have read this, please say something below, even if it is only "I will remember" or "I will never forget"
 
Thank you for getting to here
 
"The sun will set on my life, and tomorrow? Tomorrow your story begins" (Me)
November 03

Here comes "freak"

Near to tears,
I reject those
Who never left me.
I refuse their aid
As I have too many fears
I am, again running I suppose
Running forever to a degree.
They are the ones I have betrayed
But you can't run from friends
Or from the here or now
Only the past
But that matters no longer.
Compared to my life, friendship transcends
And I vow
I will make it last
And make it stronger
 
 
Needs a title, inputs happily accepted
 
November 01

hey

Bettany-Jayne x0x you seem cool yourself but

I couldn't get to your space, as it is restricted, or msn is just being annoying again and stopping me viewing spaces, which is likely...

 

add me and I'll tell you how to unrestrict it if it is, or easier just look to the

<--left and go down until you see the rules and it tells you how,

 

 

tadiris@hotmail.co.uk

 


1 w2m invite remaining

Nothing lasts forever thats what they say, but hate never goes away

You guessed it, I ran out of ideas for titles...

 

I'm going to write a random blog, when I run out things to say I'll post it, so it may take a while, um yes...

 

It is strange how people say that nothing lasts forever, the main reason is, if that is true, then that statement would last forever, and that completely contradicts it's meaning.

 

NOTE TO ALL: don't listen to UB40 when you are not happy, it can make it worse.

 

Weird Al Yankovic is amazing, why didn't people introduce me to him earlier?

Try some of his music

 

suddenly I'm not happy again, and this time there is no reason..

 

heres one of my early poems but with spelling mistakes fixed called "you hold our fate"

 

The Fate of Man is in your hands,
Clench your fist and it ends;
Stretch your hand and it ends.
It's up to you,
In want you do.
But too far or too little
Will end life
Including you.
Be careful,
Guide the young,
Help the old,
And you may become
One of those who's stories are told.
If not,
Why not?
When you have the gift of life
And this world is full of rife chances.
With this we have so much potential
But only if we work together
So why not start to build now
And make Man stronger
So that when the hand is clenched
We are not crushed
So that when relaxed
We don't fall off.
To start lay down the guns,
No longer with-hold the truth.
Or we will never be any better off
Than we are now.

 

 

 And another called "do you even know"

 

The rain is peaceful,
But would it be better without the noise of the birds.
But then I think, are the feelings I have real?
Are they predestined to be my feelings?
Do I actually know how I feel?
Do I understand them?
When I cry,
Am I sad?
When I laugh,
Am I happy?
Or just trying to fit in?
Just trying to be normal.
Trying to be like the rest,
When I know I'm not,
I feel differently about life to anyone else.
No one knows how I feel,
Not even me,
I don't know what my feelings mean
Others say they do,
But how could they?
They haven't had my life,
My emotions,
My eyes.
How could they know?
When I don't even know?
Then I start to not even care
I start to lose myself
And show nothing.
But emptyness
Like I used to,
And still do.
No one realises,
How 'bout the new me?
Have you even noticed?
You don't notice that someone is sad and alone
That you can't help a friend
Are you so busy with you life, and interfering with others
That you ignore the importance;
One life is important
One life can affect the world
That the famous are not important unless you know them
Come down to earth and realise this yourself
Before you have to.

 

October 30

Web2Messenger

Web2Messenger is back online, and I also have 2 invites for it, if you ask very nicely I'll give you one,

 

Tadiris@hotmail.co.uk

 


 

Now only 1 invite left

October 29

The Unforeseen Person

(see the bottom to find my new view on life)
 
 
I've been thinking about life, and what I actually think of it, and my answer surprised me, I'm actually happy about it.
 
I have a home, a family, and some friends, who knows the amount of people without one of these things.
 
I'm reasonably happy, I can apparently dance, I'm also apparently intelligent.
 
I have a thing at home which has points about my characteristics.
 
I am a fridays child, caring kind and attractive
I am a Cancer, kind caring and attractive
I am born in the year of the horse, meaning irresistable to the opposite sex...
 
"Your birth on the 20th day of the month adds a degree of emotion, sensitivity, and intuition to your reading.
The 2 energy provided here is very social, allowing you to make friends easily and quickly.
Yet you are apt to have a rather nervous air in the company of a large group.
You have a warmhearted nature and emotional understanding that constantly seeks affection.
You are very prone to become depressed and moody, as emotions can turn inward and cause anxiety and mental turmoil.
It can be hard for you to bounce back to reality when depression sets in.
When things are going well, you can go just as far the other way and become extremely affectionate."
 
ok... so the attractive part aint true, but at least I can have a laugh at it
 
My apparent birth flower is "lily of the valley" which is creepy, because it was also my dad's mum's favourite flower.
 
The moon is my planet, I'm not sure how they figured that out, Moon isnt a planet for one... but it means intuitional and emotional, which I can be
 
Heres a weird quote from the "sensual characteristics"
 
"You are very affectionate and energetic as well as witty and appealing- a natural communicator, you're irresistible to the opposite sex"
 
Is someone trying to confuse me? or have a laugh?
 

July Birthstone: Ruby
An extremely rare flawless ruby is more valuable than a diamond, a true emperor of the gemstones. Historically, the ruby is associated with royalty, love and vividness, passion and power. It was attributed to the power over life and death, strengthening the heart, diluting poisons and prevention of blood loss. Red emanates warmth and a strong sense of life.

also meaning contented mind

 

with all this to take in, I find it strange how I instantly think about things not linked to these points, like the starving people in Africa, Asia, even in our own back yards, places like the streets, basically anywhere you can think of.

It makes me think about what I need to do, and puts things into perspective, and so it leads me the point, if people ask me anything, I'll tell them the truth, even the person I love at the moment, yes it couldl be arkward for a while, but if I don't say anything I will never know what could have happened...

 
 
 
My true feelings on life.
 
We cannot change the past, as much as we'd like to. A good phrase is, whatever will be, will be.
We cannot force people to like us, it would be unjust.
Yes we should think of others, but we need to think of ourselves at the same time, if we don't, we could end up seriously ill.
Take the chances you get, why waste an opertunity to say you love someone, or respect them, who knows, it could be the last time you are able to.
Take time to sit and admire the world we live in, it is important to do this, or we may lose our way, we may lose the fact that when all the trees and grass has gone, there is no going back.
most importantly, we have but ONE chance at life, at anything, don't waste it.
Please don't waste it, you all have a chance to be great at something, I hate the word potential, it makes me think of fate, like our lives and choices are preset, maybe they are, but don't think that, do what you want to do, not what people force you to do.
 
Maybe not be happy, but be free.
Smile, maybe not for yourself, but your loved ones and friends.
 
this is the resident of this space. Please, leave a comment
 
Thank you for reading this
 
 

Guestmap 2

My guestmap has moved it is now at http://www.mapservices.org/myguestmap/showguestmap.do?id=PeterJK any visitors place where you live, not exactly if you dont want, but in the country
 
signing out time after time after time,

Keep your eyes on the stars and your feet on the ground. a quote from Theodore Roosevelt himself

October 27

Another instalment from the one they call "freak"

Hello campers!!
 
I have a final list on my R.S. folder (list at bottom of this blog)
 
But it's HALF TERM... great... another week and a half of coursework, and stuck at home...

Bright side: no one has made me feel like crap for 6 days now, new record since start of high school. And I'm close to what you could call happy..
 
Been thinking about life, yes thats right, again.. and still the outcome isnt good.
 
I've also started setting targets
 
1) To live through 2006, seeing the bird flu pandemic, and the suposed nuclear holocaust (see bible codes on google... should be there, tell me please!!!)
2) Not to lie anymore, but to purely change who I am, I've tryed not to, but the fact is being me doesn't work on anyone, I gave up being me years ago..
3) *This one is only to be told when bird flu takes its first english vitcim, on english soil*
 
I've been thinking a lot about what certain people mean to me, and what I would do if I lost them.
Other points were:
  • Why do people like the scissor sisters?
  • How much am i really gonna change myself and when- after half term or christmas (more will come after I decide)
  • whats for dinner
I found that when I talk to someone I feel completely safe, (this links to target 3 above) and I'm not sure they realise it.
To them, thank you so much J, for listening, and being there it may not seem much, but you are a nice person too.. I know they don't read this, but at least I can get it out, not all but enough...
 
been doing coursework since monday, oh the joy...
 
And you may have guessed it by now, nothing good or at least fun has happened to me, still...
 
Heres the list
 
  • Vicarious,
  • Equilibrium,
  • Ultimatum,
  • Epiphany,
  • Apathy,
  • Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious,
  • Floccinaucinihilipilification,
  • Pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis,
  • Antidisestablishmentarianism,
  • Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch,
  • Honorificabilitudinitatibus,
  • Rhythm,
  • Metabolism,
  • Omnipotent,
  • Hypercondriac,
  • Epistemology,
  • Mysterium, tremendium, et fasicans,
  • Monstrosity,
  • Eschatology,
  • Empirical,
  • Antichrist,
  • Atheist,
  • Monism/monistic,
  • Dualism,
  • Dermatoglyphics,
  • Poseur,
  • Bodacious,
  • Copacetic,
  • Marshmallow,
  • Meh,
  • Sheesh,
  • Floke,
  • Geir,
  • Billabong,
  • Earthstepper,
  • Diaphanous,
  • Ethereal,
  • Drommel,
  • Demon,
  • Ey,
  • Faddict,
  • Gaia,
  • Hellthain,
  • tedious,
  • Kith,
  • Kenspeak,
  • Inwit,
  • Irp,
  • Lyart,
  • Mathom,
  • Moxie,
  • Notwhich,
  • Rax,
  • Praught,
  • Riving,
  • Sooth,
  • Tungle,
  • Tunglecraft,
  • Viscid,
  • Whetch,
  • Wuldor,
  • Yannough,
  • Zizz,
  • Minx,
  • Revelation,
  • Divine manifestation,
  • Phenomenon,
  • Miraculous,  
  • Ramifications  

If you have any comments about coursework, half terms or life in general, this is the place to comment (this section would not change font style, don't you hate it when that happens)

 

that reminds me, i built a house on the sims 2 a while back, 4 floors but there were sections it would not let me nuild on, so I had to go around them, which took half the house.

MORAL OF THE STORY IS: If you find an obstacle, overcome it, by going round it if possible...

 

Just giving a moral in a ...]ahem[... real life situation...

 

Leaving you with a quote from Mother Teresa herself she said

"If you judge people, you have not time to love them"

 

This is Peter King signing out, again,

remember Smile, Be True, Even If It's All You Can Do, live for today, because tomorrow is not promised

 

Tadiris@hotmail.co.uk

October 24

HI Again, again etc...

What is your biggest fear?
 
A) A Phobia (please state)
B) A person (if famous please state)
C) A place (Please State)
D) Death (Nothing needed here)
E) Other (please state)
 
Put the letter followed by whatever it is, and a comment, if you want. put this on your site if you want, but put all findings on my site
 
Just a Small bit of research
 
 

Peter King